my home cooking and everything i can think of...: February 2011

Saturday, February 5, 2011

confession

I have a confession to make.

I had been keeping this to my family and loved ones, though I think they had already noticed my new behavior.

I cannot resist this addiction and had been doing this for a while now. Its side-effects are slowly manifesting and I need help. I know this is not good for my health and most of the people I know are also hooked into this bad lifestyle. And I should know better how to get out of this addiction because I am good at this field.

Every day is a struggle every time I sit on the chair, stare on the plate and hold the two paraphernalia. My inner consciousness and sane mind would fight the temptation yet most of the time defeated by the drive to go for more. It is a constant fight between good and bad and oftentimes, bad prevails.

I HAVE AN ADDICTION, AN ADDICTION TO FOOD. I AM A CERTIFIED FOOD ADDICT AND I WANT TO BE OUT.

I am a food technologist. I can count calories in each serving, determine the physic-chemical characteristics of it, and yet every time I eat, I cannot control my cravings to fill up my stomach to its full capacity! I have a good sense of smell, sight and taste and every time I make use of it, something really good and delicious comes out of my kitchen. I do think and plan what to cook in the next meal even I just finished the last one. I am obviously overweight now and I want to change.

We had a pact and a competition with my friends (Doc Jay, Doc Jojo and Doc Nolan) on who’s gonna be the BIGGEST LOSER (Biggest loss in body weight and fat) on June 2011. I am hoping to win so I need your support. Join me in this fight! I am setting myself on diet mode, starting tomorrow.

Pray for me. I need to go now. I’M HUNGRY!